https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog daily 1.0 2023-04-11 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/6weeks monthly 0.5 2020-06-26 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593134014476-RNQLD55G52MBH7D5R5ZF/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+8.13.15+PM.png Writing it - 6 weeks An Autumn Blaze Maple in all it’s glory https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593133955974-H8WBLGRJ7NWF0A10CVV1/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+8.09.56+PM.png Writing it - 6 weeks https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/youaremysunshine monthly 0.5 2020-06-26 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593115029839-XK4DT67YQ59EPIPC67L1/image-asset.jpeg Writing it - You are my sunshine https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/backtoreality monthly 0.5 2020-06-30 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593480111247-7NU1AE7E67XAFJB1KIMO/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.20.53+PM.png Writing it - Back to Reality The new picture frame and photos of both my kids as babies for my desk return https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/blog-theblogtakesaturn monthly 0.5 2020-06-25 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1592582641040-VYQQU5KRCZ8W3C3QZWL4/1c04fb_eb6d5617e2db43c7a6b552127418991a_mv2.jpg Writing it - The Blog takes a turn My little man Spencer https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/boy-bonanza monthly 0.5 2020-06-30 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/memories-matter monthly 0.5 2020-06-30 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593114387972-IUKR0RMGZRO18N3NDAH9/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+2.46.18+PM.png Writing it - Memories matter The Marauders Map...for all the adventures he was yet to have. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/howmany monthly 0.5 2020-06-26 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/goodbyeagain monthly 0.5 2020-06-26 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593134584333-0BGC9QKJRWC6S33YQY1O/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+8.21.17+PM.png Writing it - Goodbye Again https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593134504547-DRSXQGNF9SGRVGX4AR9L/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+8.21.34+PM.png Writing it - Goodbye Again https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593134542020-POJPBWB4Q21L5R5GE308/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+8.21.26+PM.png Writing it - Goodbye Again https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/makeitpermanent monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593480424727-JJF8AVCMM9SU1L94MPEY/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.25.00+PM.png Writing it - Make it Permanent It was-without any prior knowledge, my husbands Aunt and Uncle chose for the book they gave us when Spencer was born. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593480380838-QYX0507G2GDG706ULD3J/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.24.34+PM.png Writing it - Make it Permanent The latest is in honor of my little man. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593480502597-OEXNKDYJU58KZOD9FM1M/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.25.21+PM.png Writing it - Make it Permanent https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593480463955-TCZGBS9QTNZQ31HYI2V6/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.25.13+PM.png Writing it - Make it Permanent https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/dontforget monthly 0.5 2020-06-30 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593479883024-OKP837XSQX8ZBBOYRDMY/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.10.36+PM.png Writing it - Don’t Forget One of his nurses made this sign. It is the only print set of handprints we have of his. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593479821874-QZPA0U6M9TEA3JY1QAHM/Screen+Shot+2020-06-29+at+8.10.47+PM.png Writing it - Don’t Forget One of the signs his NICU nurses signed as a reminder of who cared for him during his stay https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/waitingforspence monthly 0.5 2020-06-30 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1593134782910-73NI6V74UJ45CB74XEJQ/Screen+Shot+2020-06-25+at+8.25.14+PM.png Writing it - Waiting for Spence https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/sister-sister monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595358933053-0KPRJBEJCOYDLHXMHU0P/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.14.41+PM.png Writing it - Sister, sister https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595358899372-TOKRFWC0IHDF9VFQPYR0/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.14.32+PM.png Writing it - Sister, sister https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/4-months monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/that-was-random monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/karma monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360498786-901NL7PSVXIM64711F26/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.41.05+PM.png Writing it - Karma https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/purple-hair-do-care monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360784073-Q3DY1ZLFVXCZ8A10P4SA/20171127_081904.jpg Writing it - Purple Hair-Do Care https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360739177-06RK3VZ8EWFEZEE5QYB1/20180421_144121.jpg Writing it - Purple Hair-Do Care https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/42d4550en1q4xcbqub7oglaz7z75a4 monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359900366-LNC4BWKV6DREJERGV39I/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.31.02+PM.png Writing it - Odd man out…the inevitable ‘why me’ https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/ordinary-words monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360630895-F9R41M94NZ8RLERBIUVA/image-asset.jpeg Writing it - Ordinary Words https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/chosen monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595358519904-BRFI6Q3GAH12DNHCCRZV/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.08.08+PM.png Writing it - Chosen https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595358546657-0W307RWZ3ZDM151P0Y1A/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.08.01+PM.png Writing it - Chosen https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/ill-be-there-for-you monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359559079-6DNS43J7LDFT4YUQO1D7/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.25.50+PM.png Writing it - I’ll be there for you Kenzie 2 days post op https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359616756-BOD50AJ0I33I290G8FJA/20190605_081135.jpg Writing it - I’ll be there for you https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/home monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360271842-TWG5QB6DLBVT4O6OG6Q7/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.37.28+PM.png Writing it - Home https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360308706-LZ4VCK2L6211D4Y4C61A/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.37.43+PM.png Writing it - Home https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360288937-9AWQUXARS5AQK5O2V5PY/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.37.37+PM.png Writing it - Home https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/younger-siblings monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361113454-BW2GAAT2SGP6DBOTKKAV/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.51.38+PM.png Writing it - Younger Siblings https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/by-night monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360922069-12PZN0FWOCH98XBFKZU5/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.48.23+PM.png Writing it - By night… https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/33 monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361256741-NVODAH9QWAIHXRQE842W/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.59+PM.png Writing it - 33 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361407158-D4C5D7C84IFOC7GH8TZB/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.22+PM.png Writing it - 33 I got up and took photos hours before we said goodbye. We knew it wouldn’t be long, and I needed something. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361311516-ENUKH1CDC2A49ABUVQ5O/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.48+PM.png Writing it - 33 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361351072-NT34EZMOWE6TV1B4OA4W/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.38+PM.png Writing it - 33 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361371618-BT1VM3BCUD3RDG2EI4JX/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.28+PM.png Writing it - 33 I’m a mess-but things were going well baby boy. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361277829-HDFPGVYZC53V42PADEYW/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.54+PM.png Writing it - 33 Days after surgery…on our way to healing https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361328775-D2G26WUK5NU0SK2SQYOC/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.53.43+PM.png Writing it - 33 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/do-it-your-way monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359374712-BT6HSZDULYWZO39T9RSF/0-1.jpg Writing it - Do it your way https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/i-dont-give-a-crap-about-your-crap monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359760929-6J28RHQQZ09LXRV4RMJH/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.28.34+PM.png Writing it - I don’t give a crap about your crap https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359741347-0K3Z6FUX08E75GSWKIBV/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.28.41+PM.png Writing it - I don’t give a crap about your crap https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/fathers-day monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360096632-VK65F6123FP6RSXEB23C/20190513_184215.jpg Writing it - Fathers Day Star Map from the night Kenzie was born https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595360138372-8S22G7TRINN6KOB2JDI4/20190513_184240.jpg Writing it - Fathers Day https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/return-to-routine monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/heart-warrior monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363083720-QDMFC6KMI9BTWIRW9WAU/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.23.44+PM.png Writing it - Heart Warrior My little wonder woman before surgery https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363113209-ZWOJY6UHD33JP6Y46KUI/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.23.37+PM.png Writing it - Heart Warrior Seriously, days later and she was smiling! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363164449-9M512FPE5380KXNU8NC2/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.24.07+PM.png Writing it - Heart Warrior 1 yr post surgery. Rocking her CHD warrior shirt! https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/guilt monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595362833622-YFGDV4LJMIWBIMOIUDYX/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.20.10+PM.png Writing it - Guilt… Sleep was not him being a good baby…it was a sign of how sick he was https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/happy-healthy monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/sleepno-thank-you monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363730834-74OLIT6CN9XGTWS1WQQU/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.35.19+PM.png Writing it - Sleep…No Thank You https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/lost monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595362413201-2K1E6412CWBXUKMLYDJB/image-asset.jpeg Writing it - Lost @aaronvisuals https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/vacation monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361573741-G6QK2HDDQH569AWXN3JR/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+2.59.17+PM.png Writing it - Vacation https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/shame monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595425698185-5RETFEXTHB848WHI4QDZ/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.47.53+AM.png Writing it - Shame Spencer’s moose is in on the action too. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/cell-phone-and-memories monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/replacements monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363355260-OPHZ1WBJ9GGB01C0EEDA/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.28.45+PM.png Writing it - Replacements Spencer-a few days old. Already under watch with breathing assistance. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363404641-744S5THGYHYPWXRJHADK/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.28.39+PM.png Writing it - Replacements She loves all the babies. Real ones too. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/is-a-diagnosis-harder-than-death monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426007191-7J5I0RV14A5RQ6Z3HTPH/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.53.12+AM.png Writing it - Is a diagnosis harder than death…. He was a super snuggler https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/feels-like-death monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/5yrs monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426304648-KHBFQLHY4CUEDX608DAF/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.58.03+AM.png Writing it - 5yrs https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426331373-INNDGNNY5M4L08SX4NS3/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.57.55+AM.png Writing it - 5yrs Our photographer was supposed to do newborn pics for Spencer. But now we can’t wait to do pictures of this little. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/would-he-have-liked-being-called-spence monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361782670-NES5FXNYD9241T5L84GK/MVIMG_20190225_120106.jpg Writing it - Would he have liked being called Spence? Only bath he got from mom and dad https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595361717860-7XNYFIC2PNWA1I032T6H/20190312_122720.jpg Writing it - Would he have liked being called Spence? This was March 12th. One of the last and only days he ever opened his eyes enough for us to see them. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/spicy monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/your-stuff-matters-too monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363622247-43L7I413F9TV808OK49K/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.33.24+PM.png Writing it - Your stuff matters too https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/whats-in-a-name monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/one-word monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/a-boy-is-not-just-a-boy monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426790539-JFD97AZ8I4HNHTCDO4AP/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.05.28+AM.png Writing it - A boy is not just a boy https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426757585-VST7704U281YWHM6MDEG/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.05.34+AM.png Writing it - A boy is not just a boy https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/dear-2020 monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595427001211-URH24S3DPZYJ9QZ1PDEX/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.09.42+AM.png Writing it - Dear 2020 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/the-tree monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426181212-QB21PI3NRF7N2GUKU0DK/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.55.20+AM.png Writing it - The Tree https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426154574-J7RBGVZ2GNINB3ODSK4T/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.55.30+AM.png Writing it - The Tree Family Love https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/the-deer monthly 0.5 2020-07-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595362717734-YF0J8KGQINZF1616434D/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.16.12+PM.png Writing it - The Deer https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595362637049-HM0H41YB5VB8HS2LYCUZ/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.15.51+PM.png Writing it - The Deer https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595362659389-3E8D30BGMRFDABESZY9B/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.15.56+PM.png Writing it - The Deer https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595362679668-VR0UUSF434LGUKSSTBAN/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.16.06+PM.png Writing it - The Deer Hard to see- but look at his back leg 'knee' the right is normal, the left is huge and it's foot isn't touching the ground https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/rainbows-and-lies monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/deja-vu monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595426563811-BMYANTXB5TDSVOOYEFTX/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.02.20+AM.png Writing it - Deja Vu This was last X-Mas. So excited to meet the little man. How similar this xmas will look- and how different it should. Kenzie will be bigger, but if we dressed the same, she would be the only indication that it was a different year. A different child we are waiting on. It is unsettling and ok and not ok and so many things. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/fearless monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595425451383-454MMS1WGSUCBADTLXAL/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.42.32+AM.png Writing it - Fearless Can I jump from here mom? https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595425382097-YF5IFFU29CB7A3OBIZKI/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+8.42.45+AM.png Writing it - Fearless This is a full size horse. You can just see my 6ft husbands hat. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/october monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595425831446-13ZI8UDI71LGGIWCLTJ6/20190329_095303.jpg Writing it - October https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595425862017-PYTQI5G7E9F4KJNI17CS/0+copy+4.jpg Writing it - October https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/his-room monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/feb-14th monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595428518210-0UJ7S4SC9L2HNT742J6E/51010845_10106362464277610_1089807621617090560_n.jpg Writing it - Feb. 14th https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/an-assumption monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/celebrate monthly 0.5 2020-07-22 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595428959508-CWK1KI4316FRTRJEOETK/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.41.04+AM.png Writing it - Celebrate https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595428914051-PV5ZFFMFA7XODO8AFOHH/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.41.17+AM.png Writing it - Celebrate https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595428894706-NA46QNO6AVRMU313KOGO/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.40.42+AM.png Writing it - Celebrate https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595428934944-CW0YPDH6WLE39D5D8G42/Screen+Shot+2020-07-22+at+9.41.11+AM.png Writing it - Celebrate https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/strong-as-a-mother monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595513946474-J31H7WCYM057413B8UC9/20190329_095303.jpg Writing it - Strong as a MOTHER I took this picture maybe an hour before we said goodbye. 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The Heartbreak of Confusion https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/stress monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/normal-is-relative monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515225785-CG8FX2VIJVTUEE476ZMT/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+9.40.17+AM.png Writing it - Normal is Relative https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515163451-QLXN72FG0OZSL0BH1LDW/1-2.jpg Writing it - Normal is Relative https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/tradition monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515044865-9558KD1LP6I5Q3XAEL61/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+9.36.25+AM.png Writing it - Tradition The siblings new friends https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515019598-KYFS34K51RYWY4EN9BCG/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+9.36.19+AM.png Writing it - Tradition His moose, the giraffe and the unicorn https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/seeing-spencer monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515325023-KEI52255RJWXMPWX3SCE/photocollage_202042313726316.jpg Writing it - Seeing Spencer https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515365039-GA3YVV9YFGRY2M6MVO0R/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+9.42.11+AM.png Writing it - Seeing Spencer https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/px9ah3kxtqro4ba26zabozzf3vxabc monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515452625-L57M22IXYPNOEA6VDYA8/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+9.44.01+AM.png Writing it - This Boy is our Son, but not our only one https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/44-days monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595515589635-AJSTYB35JP7QCHF0F4DC/0+copy+4.jpg Writing it - 44 Days Inked on my right ankle https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/newborn-nights monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595514912473-3FKMH5JMIJ3OD5OMGKJB/photocollage_202042313726316.jpg Writing it - Newborn Nights https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595514872621-AE79NMOYY5VBAB9TTVA8/photocollage_202042313029125.jpg Writing it - Newborn Nights Spencer (L) Emerson (R) definitely brothers https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/oh-dads monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595516066712-YKZEWDKL3URG97U6HU1O/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+9.54.09+AM.png Writing it - Oh Dads This is a viral worthy smile https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/an-anniversary monthly 0.5 2020-10-21 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1597078234488-XT5HNZH2P9WC227FGEPH/51010845_10106362464277610_1089807621617090560_n.jpg Writing it - An Anniversary After her heart Surgery https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595531971803-GT8W8Z3XXFPF0AZLJUDH/Screen+Shot+2020-07-23+at+2.16.20+PM.png Writing it - An Anniversary These chairs were on what was our resorts beach… https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1597078295061-M3ESSY7QCORMEJ2ZARPH/20190304_104419.jpg Writing it - An Anniversary My brave little man https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1597078814530-AEJ896F57EH8519QMAUF/1.png Writing it - An Anniversary The all white wedding-not my thing. https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/a-pandemic-point-of-view monthly 0.5 2020-07-23 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/too-young monthly 0.5 2020-07-29 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/timelines monthly 0.5 2020-08-10 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1597077729579-N3XL6465HGX6DTHFBFVX/photocollage_202042313726316.jpg Writing it - Timelines https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/pnp monthly 0.5 2020-09-21 https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/habits monthly 0.5 2020-09-02 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595363730834-74OLIT6CN9XGTWS1WQQU/Screen+Shot+2020-07-21+at+3.35.19+PM.png Writing it - Habits https://www.musingsofamother.net/blog/the-nicu monthly 0.5 2020-09-08 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1599579412361-LQI5FQPG8EPRQ46KV728/20190218_135022.jpg Writing it - The NICU This is an image I had never shared, and is from early in Spencers time with us. It gives a small glimpse into the war we fought. Still, this was far from the hardest or worst of it. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1595359374712-BT6HSZDULYWZO39T9RSF/0-1.jpg Writing it - The NICU The only handprints we have are ones taken by a NICU nurse https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1599579492724-KLDX5TWO6Q7OCPV28C90/20190515_065002.jpg Writing it - The NICU Nurses sign a sheet for your kids room, letting you know who cared for them. Some cared for him for one shift. Others were with us daily through it all. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5eeccaf8d4a53f410729ed6f/1599579569949-4RO89KTXGFTHCUSBKXL3/20200908_055551.jpg Writing it - The NICU Kenzie woke up at 5:30 this morning. But this is the view I got walking into my living room. 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This is us…living life through it all. I started this blog to share my random journey though parenthood and how I survive it after the loss of my son Spencer at 6 weeks old. Because there is no manual on losing a child, and if there is, it probably doesn’t say what I want it to say. I want there to be something real for my other kids to look back on and see, understand, and for anyone else who has felt a loss to maybe feel understood. Some of these pieces are written late at night, a day later, weeks later, sometimes even months. Sometimes I write them well before I post them. But, they are all honest, and out there. I might repeat myself, ramble, and sometimes make less sense than I thought possible. But, it's me. Through it all. https://www.musingsofamother.net/contact daily 0.75 2020-07-23